EVERY TIME I MISS AN OPPORTUNITY !

Every time when i miss an opportunity, i feel very much disgraced. When the opportunity is missed my me due to some cause, it comes as a nightmare and haunts me every day until i get a success that drowns the nightmare. But the time in-between the failure and success is a “Hell”, i suggest that the ones who have felt it would describe it much better in their own way.

Every time when i miss my opportunity  and feel as to i could have easily succeeded it. Well, believe me or not it is the much worse part than the one described previously. When i do not get any opportunities for the time period, the nightmare haunts me down. And the consequences are worse, it demotivates me and keeps me off the track. So, i also miss the good ones that ought to be done by me. This is like a chain of events, that keeps on following me until a perfect success. It is like you feel failure after failure after failure in your mind, but it isn't that way. I am pushed in to doing things that aren't worth doing when i hit a failure.

Every time when i miss the opportunity  i feel as if i where the only person God left uncared. Had he reminded me of some way, that i am going to mess it up, i would have surely corrected it and not put the blame on him. It even becomes worse when you can figure it out that, God had made some arrangements for you and you missed it in a miserable way. Well believe me or not this is the worst part of my life. Every things went accordingly except me. So, there is no one to blame other than you and nothing but yourself. This as i already told you is like a series of chained failure thoughts that provoke your mind and brings my overall moral down. Believe me it is easier to bring the moral of ones mind down than to bring it up. If your overall moral goes down, you feel bad in all ways you can and think to hurt yourself for the bad you have done. But, it is not actually you who have to be completely blamed, what about the fate of a person, does it play any role in this picture? The answer is Yes; fate is one that plays on important role in ones life. So, don’t put it all on yourself and say “It is all Fate”, God listens to you.